Is Honesty the Best Policy?

In all honesty, those voices in my head telling me to End it all are pretty convincing debaters. I really hope they don't get the upper hand at this point, but I'm tired of trying. My mask of lies has done quite the work hiding my feelings too. Frankly, I don't really care anymore. This is getting to hard to take in. Soak in. Stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop... So many people against me, it seems. Don't try to convince me otherwise. Don't contact me either. I don't want sympathy, I don't want reassurance, and I sure as hell don't want to go back to counseling.