Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Untitled

Life.
You disgusting entity.
You leave me barren where joy once resided.
You rip me up, tear me apart.
You bring me to my knees.
You scar me beyond comparison,
Yet you don't have the common decency to show me the end of your blade.
You keep me alive to watch me struggle for your own enjoyment.
I'd sooner face death than choose you.
My final destination is greater than your purpose.

Monday, November 14, 2016

Acceptance Speech

I'm the one, I'm the one
With my hands around the gun,
I am not afraid, I am not afraid.

I'm the one, I'm the one
With my hands around the gun,
I am not afraid, I am not afraid.

So what I'll die alone.
Alright.

-DGD

Thursday, November 3, 2016

I'm fantastic. Wbu?

I've let my mind wander the last couple of days
In the midst of the thoughts, I find I'm caught in a haze
Just this morning, I thought I hit rock bottom,
But I guess my brain cells are just acting what I taught 'em
I've been the worst influence on my own head
And it's been easy to tell myself that I'm already dead

Just last night I told that to a friend
And they claimed my pain marks that it's not my end
I told them that you're dead in hell and can still feel hurt
The earth sure isn't heaven, because my joy doesn't work

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

This Post Serves as a Waste of Space, Like Me.

Swallow my heart along with my pride
I've made my mistakes, but it's hard to decide
Whether or not
To confront all my demons
They're so good at hiding, yeah, I cannot see them

Drown us In Disease
You can't Afford To leave
Take my faded breaths
Don't give in to death

You promised you'd stay, don't take back your word
You said I'd be with you, but now I'm not sure
Whether or not
You'd be here, by my side
Well now I've decided