Thursday, December 24, 2015

Lyrics of the day #17

"Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know,
What I'd do just to get back in her arms,
Can't find my way home,
But it's through you and I know, 
What I'd do just to get back in her arms."- My Way Home is Through You by My Chemical Romance

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Lyrics of the day #16

"When you're gone,
Would you have the guts to say,
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yester-
Day-Ay-Ay oh-oh-oh
I don't love you
Like I loved yo-ou
Yester-
Day-hay-hay-ay-oh
I don't love you
Like I
Love you yesterday." I Dont Love You by My Chemical Romance

Thursday, December 3, 2015

Lyrics of the day #15

"If only sorrow could build a staircase, our tears could show the way.
I would climb my way to heaven, and bring him back home again.
Don't give up hope, my friend, this is not the end.
We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places.
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too.
For when he died, he took a part of you."- Suicide Season by Bring Me the Horizon

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Love is Away

Please choose what to type:
1. Goodbye
2. Goodbye
3. Goodbye

Lyrics of the day #14

"Well you can hide a lot about yourself,
But honey, what're you gonna do?
And you can sleep in a coffin,
But the past ain't through with you.
'Cause we are all a bunch of liars.
Tell me, baby, who do you wanna be?
And we are all about to sell it,
'Cause it's tragic with a capital T.
Let it be, Let it be, Let it be!
'Cause we all wanna party when the funeral ends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And we all get together when we bury our friends.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
It's been eight bitter years since I've been seeing your face.
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba)
And you're walking away, and I will die in this place."
- Kill All Your Friends by My Chemical Romance 

Lyrics of the day #13

"I was raised in the valley, there were shadows and death.
Got out alive but with scars I can't forget.
This kid back in school, subdued and shy.
An orphan and a brother and unseen by most eyes.
I don't know what it was that made a piece of him die,
Took a boy to the forest, slaughtered him with a scythe.
Stamped on his face, an impression in the dirt.
Do you think the silence makes a good man convert?
We all have our horrors and our demons to fight.
But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed?
They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers around my throat.
Is this what I get for the choices that I've made?
God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, for everything.
God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, God forgive me."- Don't Go by Bring Me the Horizon

Thursday, November 19, 2015

My Paper Heart is Bleeding

"Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed"
The way that you act just won't do
Just be honest, I beseech
These simple things have made me scream in pain
I don't understand...


Why do you do things you know that I like?
Just got to clear my head, and take a hike
Because I don't know what this means, and you're so confusing
So why do I still fight when I know that I'm losing?
My heart is the enemy, in which I wage war,
But in this case, I'm not sure what I'm fighting for.
You play with the elements that love would require
But every time that I see you my emotions catch fire.
My heart drops like lead in the depths of the ocean,
And likewise I'm in shock, so there's no sudden motion.
Who's fault is this? All the hurt all the pain?
I feel like my friends look with disdain.
I can't wrap my mind around this certain event,
So in this point in time my brain sleeps in its tent.
So long, and goodnight.

Lyrics of the day #12

"So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can" - My Paper Heart by The All-American Rejects

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

Truth

What do you mean when you say you, "hit the ground running"?
To me that makes no sense, because what I've found is stunning.
You're implying you've had so sort or resistance,
When the only the only resistance I've seen is gravity's distance.
I've plummeted down, so far to the ground
I land staight on my a** a little dumbfound.
I don't know what happened, when hit me, what's real.
Not physical, but emotion pain is what I feel.
A struggle between myself and my environment,
Yes, a PvE pushes me toward my retirement
Of life, as I turn the other cheek,
But a bullet won't stop through one side, it repeats.
It shatters, puts my skull into fractions
Just tiny little fragments and then some subtractions.
I can't help to feel just a little bit hopeless
But whether or not I'm still living is pointless.
I told you that I want to live not survive,
But no matter what I have tried and strived.
Sometimes I don't want to so my end,
Because giving up now's like a breeze or a wind.
It's so soothing to know that you're finally done,
But nothing is over, for it just has begun.
There will always be more to do until I die,
But don't be worried, guys, this isn't goodbye.
I'm just sharing a feeling, I know that you're felt.
With internal struggles that we've had to dealt.
Life is a purgatory between life in death,
But there is an afterlife so settle your debts.
Don't sell your soul to the Devil, because he's not your owner.
He'll tear you to pieces and leave you a loner.
The Creator we know as, "Jesus, our Savior",
Has proven himself to be stronger and greater.
So pick your side: Evil or good,
I know who I'm rooting for, because it says in the Book.

Lyrics of the day #11

"Slow, so slow I fell to the ground on my knees.

So don't fall in love, there's just too much to lose
If you're given the choice, then I beg you to choose
To walk away, walk away, don't let her get you.
I can't bear to see the same happen to you.

Now, son, I'm only telling you this
Because life can do terrible things" - Terrible Things by Mayday Parade

Saturday, November 7, 2015

Lyrics of the day #10

"I will tell you what I can,
But your mind will take a stand,
I sing of a greater love,
Let me know when you've had enough." - Clear by Twenty One Pilots

Friday, November 6, 2015

Lyrics if the day #9

"

I wouldn't hold my breath if I was you
Cause I'll forget but I'll never forgive you
Don't you know, don't you know
True friends stab you in the front?" - True Friends by Bring Me the Horizon

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Lyrics of the day #8

"I'm a gøner,
Sømebødy catch my breath.
I'm a gøner,
Sømebødy catch my breath.
I wanna be knøwn
By yøu.
I wanna be knøwn
By yøu.
Thøugh im weak
And beaten døwn,
I'll slip away
Intø the søund.
The ghøst øf yøu
Is cløse tø me.
I'm inside øut,
Yøu're underneath." - Gøner by Twenty Øne Piløts

Monday, November 2, 2015

Lyrics of the day #7

"Faces I don't know
I am tired in the glow
Of the freezing glow
Keep me breathing don't make the lights come back
Can you take me home?
We all need this when we leave alone" - Brother by Gerard Way

"Have I Ever Told You the Definition of Insanity?"- Vaas

A close friend of mine just told me perfection is relative.
To me I said that perfection is proportional
Because everyday we wear masks so we don't look emotional.
You know what the say,
"Practice makes, perfect", which helped get us through it all
We perfected our masks so you can't see through it at all
Just a glimpse of disownment, we come tumbling down
Doesn't matter a smile, straight face, or a frown
Because either way you look at it, son
If you're wearing your mask you're already done
Or at least thats what we think we can hear
But the words that hurt worst are "the end is NOT near."
After all we've all gone insane,
But that definition I learned from a game.
Yes a game, has showed me the meaning
And when I hear what it was, to me it's defeating
To try something over and over again
Hoping that one day, it comes to an end
Like trying to kill something that's always in tact
You'll try and insist, you should, "always fight back".
But just try something different is what you should do
Because sometimes new outcomes will come in a few
If one things not working it's time to be different
So when you're still trying you won't waste an instant

Now one more thing I woul like to add
Is why do people hate themselves so much and think they've gone bad?
Whether voice, looks, or talents it doesn't matter
Because for some reason we act like the others veiw is tattered
That they can't see the flaws or at least the will hide
That they can see through you and hate you despite that you try
But what we don't realize is that it's all in our head
Most of the time it's only us who wish we were dead
Only we see the flaws that have "completely" scarred us
We should never be cruel or to our selves be heartless
We are who we are and we should just accept it
Because after all, life or death, we get what we get
We were made one way and it wasn't a mistake
So let's just think before we burn our souls at the stake
We're loved by so many, and they'll always care
So always remember that there's someone there
Someone to help you when you get depressed
Whether friend, or God, or sibling nevertheless



Saturday, October 31, 2015

When I'm Tired I say...

Sometimes, the planes flirt with the sky

Often potatoes die when yhey are friend alive

Katniss Everdeen is a wwII enthusiast who supports breast cancer.

Don't drop it, I like that bass.

Lyrics of the day #6

(EXPLICIT CONTENT)

"And then I found out how hard it is to really change.
Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in.
I just wanted the lonely inside me to leave.
No matter how fucked you get, there's always hell when you come back down.
The funny thing is all I ever wanted I already had.
There's glimpses of heaven in every day.
In the friends I have, the music I make, the love that I feel.
I just had to start again." - Hospital for Souls by Bring Me the Horizon

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Identity Crisis

Sømetimes I førget whø I am.
I'm certainly nøt Tyler Jøseph,
But sømetimes I døn't feel like Nick either.

I løøk in the mirrør and all that I see
Is søme kind øf stranger staring back at me.
The same face, but øf cøurse, different hair.
But all the same, there's that vacant stare.
Like a mister nøbødy has entered the røøm
And silently, but suddenly I catch øn tø gløøm.
I øften remind myself øf whø I am,
But "my øcean grave is just beyønd the sand."
Sømetimes I'm sø lønely, døn't try and understand it,
But the things I desire are frøm different planets.
I døn't mean tø søund like I wan the impøssible,
Because technically, what I want is plausible.
I can't share that secret sø nøw I will hide
Før Øne møre day sø I can learn to reside.
Nøt just survive, sø I can learn tø live
Because with øut jøy, what's there tø give?
Nøw yøu may think før a møment yøu nøw understand me
But nøw just knøw that it resides deeply.
It my seem øbviøus, sø døn't tell all søul,
Because as øf right nøw I need space to grøw.
Sø nøw I will leave yøu this final nøte:

Dø yøu knøw whø I am? I have nø røøm to gloat.


Lyrics of the day #5


"Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown"- Drown by Bring Me the Horizon

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Lyrics of the day #4

"Your eyes are swallowing me
Mirrors start to whisper
Shadows start to sing
My skin's smothering me
Help me find a way to breathe"- Sleepwalking by Bring Me the Horizon 

Monday, October 26, 2015

Lyrics of the day #3

"It's like there's cancer in my blood
It's like there's water in my lungs
And I can't take another breath
Please tell me I am not undone.
It's like there's fire in my skin
And I'm drowning from within
I can't take another step
Please tell me I am not undone" - Pittsburgh by Amity Affliction

Sunday, October 25, 2015

You probably shouldn't open this. Don't comment unless it's positive.



Goals.
Not too inappropriate, but why can't I have a relationship like that?
Don't answer that question. You'll ruin the moment and/or crush my dreams.
Because I dream about being this close. (Not in proximity, in relationship)
Not to far, just cuding. Don't know why I posted this, so don't judge. Just keep going...

Lyrics of the day #2

"That little kids you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a deer in the headlights, I meet my fate.
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you." -Deathbeds by Bring Me the Horizon

Saturday, October 24, 2015

Lyrics of the day #1

" stop your crying, helpless feeling. Dry your eyes, and start believing. There's one thing they'll never take from you ." -The World is Ugly by My Chemical Romance

Going to start doing lyrics of the day if I can remember.

Friday, October 23, 2015

Can You Feel My Heart?

You know, it never means anything if it's the same for everyone. Consistency depletes meaning as fast as the blood changes the water red.

Monday, October 5, 2015

My Theory of Music

For me, music isn't half about what I sound like when I'm preforming, but about the emotional connection of the song lyrics that leave my mouth.

Saturday, September 5, 2015

Two of a Kind

You and me 
We got a lot of differences
But won't you say we're getting somewhere 

Between my pains
And subtleties 
My thoughts will rage 
under my hair

Monday, August 24, 2015

Use the Music

I don't want to influence my generation
I just wanna guide them and give inspiration 
Because the longer you're here,
The harder it gets
And when the quiet is near,
You're filled with regrets
So I'll strive to help any way I can
But there's only so much you can say to a man
Before all is left is an empty shell
And this world we call home is a common hell
Each step further we try to delay
But when we put off 'till tomorrow the day's gone away


Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Story of My Life "Cold Inside"- Julian Smith


Now I'm sittin here wondering where you are. Up inside the sky I see a shooting star and I wish, I wish you'd let me love you. And outside or in your own home town, tellin me I hope you know my way around, and I do, and I wish you'd let me love you
And oh, it's cold inside. (x2) I'm cold too
I've been lookin for a way around, no gettin through until your walls come down but there's hope, a chance you could be happy. You look great in black and white but I know what you really wanna wear tonight and you can, but you won't
And oh, it's cold inside. (x2) I'm cold too
You taught me how to wear my colors. I'll show you how to wear yours too
Now I'm sittin here wondering where you are. Up inside the sky I see a shooting star and I wish, I wish you'd let me love you. I wish you'd let me love you

Saturday, July 25, 2015

Hysterical

Would you guys call me crazy if I told you I'm thinking about dying my hair jet-black?
You say it won't go with my blue eyes?
Well bruises are black and blue, and my heart wears the same color, so why not?

Friday, July 24, 2015

Said Mr. Nobody Ever

Dear audience,
    I come speaking in regards of my future. I have decided I'd like to have a boring desk job. It sounds quaint and enjoyable for the average Joe. I hope that I never get a wife. Sounds too high maintenance. And children, well, they cost money. I suppose I could get a dog or cat. Although, I can't really fit the title "Lonely Cat Lady" if I'm a man, can I? I suppose that means I'll get a dog. Man's best fried, am I right? But if they die I'll have no one (Didn't mention I was a pessimist did I?). Maybe a fish. They die quickly, and don't cost much. Anyway, back to a career. Career is a meaningful word. It's a job you have to stick with for the rest of your life. If you lose it, quite frankly, not much else to do. I think I'll be an accountant. They get paid lots of money, that in turn I can pay for expensive materialistic things that will only leave me hungry for more. More or less, I'll never be satisfied, but don't tell me that later, it's a secret. Shhh. Oh, I do hope I go through a midlife crisis. The thought of depression and suicide does ever so peak my interest! I aim to have the most boring job, that I start to rethink my life choices and waver in my faith of resourcefulness as a human being! So much to prepare for. So stressful. Oh well, see you on the other side!

                                                                                                                             Nobody Ever

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Fade Awayyy

I got a text from someone that made my day...
Had to look at it again so happiness won't fadeeeeeee...........___

"I don't wanna fall, fall away......." -  |-/

You're a all Alone, Aren't You?

I've been tired lately, but mostly lonely...
It's hard to think, because I think it owns me
The calm, yet terrifying silence of no one
But the faint shots of COD guns.
There's not much to do accept work and sleep
And don't get me started about what to eat.
But still, they can't satisfy my want for my friends
They still seem so distant, so it still won't end.
Some may get back, but they may not stay
But for the past few days it's been all work, no play...
I miss my girl I haven't seen in a week,
But I know, so don't tell me, she's not mine to keep.
Whether in Georgia or camp, it doesn't matter
Either way, when they're gone, I go mad as a hatter.

Monday, May 25, 2015

Taking My Time on My Painful Ride

They say the eye reveal a person's emotion...
That's why I wear the sunglasses, so they don't know what I truly feel.
Even when I'm not wearing them, I'm wearing them.
Not the ones that protect you from UV rays,
But the ones that protect me from sympathy.
I don't know why, but hearing "I'm sorry" hurts worse than a blistered hand.

Saturday, May 16, 2015

xXx

I scream, you scream, we all scream, because we're all stressed out
Beyond our doubts

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Et Tu, Brute?

When I go through trials, sometimes I'm not strong enough
But don't misinterpret, this poems not about getting up
It's about getting knocked down, and finally, knocked out
But sometimes you've got to dig deeper to know what it's about
I'm hurting, the pressure and the stress is killing me
I'm always on watch, because death is befriending, see?
"No pain, no gain" is all that I hear
But just promise me when I talk you won't hide your ear
I need you to listen to my dieing soul
CPR can't save me, so hurt takes its toll
Have you ever felt like you can't breathe?
Like every breath is just another tease?
It stabs me from all four of directions
It's starting to feel like I've lost my friends, my connections...

Et tu, Brute?

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Guys, I'm Stressed Øut

When I say "Stressed Øut"
You probably think you know what I'm talking about
Realistically you don't have clue
All that you know is what happens with you
Every does say, "Wake up, you need to make money"
But this quote that I use isn't meant to be funny
I feel pressured into getting this job
I promise to you that I'm not being a snob
I'm not being ungrateful for what I've got
I'm simply just saying, this isn't my spot
I'm so Stressed øut to the point of exhaustion
For the past few day all I've done was fought and
I don't want to hear that I'll get through this
If I heard it once more I might come across rudeish
As if I had something painful
Something shameful
But what I promise to you, is that if I get done
All that I've done will have still come to none.
I'm finished with is frankly, I feel quite defeated
I don't need a friend, I need it relieved of.

Saturday, May 9, 2015

Poem by Me About Insecurity

Common sense, if you know what I mean.
 It's like trying to put a fire out with gasoline . 
Life is crazy, it's not what it seems. People strive to be who they're not supposed to be.

As you sit here and listen to my undeniable truth,
I'll share the real problem of the current youth.
Insecurity is one of our problems today,
But if you analyze the answer it won't take a day
Not an hour, a half, or even a minute,
Just three simple words,
And then you're all finished
It's not of the world or even of science,
But know that "God loves you"
Comes out of silence.
A thought, clear your head, and start your new life
A new sense of purpose, then push toward the prize.

Thursday, April 30, 2015

I'm Finished Here, You Can Go

I wish that it was finished
The ending of sentence 
I lost my mind's elation 
A word, no conversation 
If I told you I'd rather die
Than live a lie
Would you believe me?

I'm drowning in depression 
Forged the word digression
Is it reality
Well probably
Im guess maybe not
Cuz my head is lost in thought
But at the same time
It rewinds
It's looking kinda rot
It's all inside my bones
But who'd of guessed it's fairly cold?
I shoulda worn a jacket
Protect my brain from the mold
I'm sorry to cause a racket,
But I'm tired of faking smiles
All the while 
Everyone else, they have it good
Some will understand,
Although some will probably not
Do you even have a clue 
Like a car that cannot stop?

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Street Pøetry- Tyler Jøseph


There’s an infestation in my mind’s imagination
I hope they choke on smoke
Because I’m smoking them out the basement
This is not rap, this is not hip hop
Just another attempt to make the voices stop

Rapping to prove nothing
Just writing to say something
Cause I wasn’t the only one who wasn’t rushing to say nothing
This doesn’t mean I lost my dream
It’s just right now I’ve got a really crazy mind to clean
Know what I mean?

No I didn’t understand a thing you said
If I didn’t know better I’d guess you’re all already dead
Mindless zombies walking around with a limp and a hunch
Saying stuff like you only live once

Yeah once you got one time to figure it out
One time to twist and one time to shout
One time to think and I say we start now
Because death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Short Lived

Raise your hand if you've ever prayed for your last night.✋🏻

Thursday, April 9, 2015

Choice

Sometimes my most painful decisions will be beneficial in the end
The outcome is far, yet there is so much hidden knowledge on the journey.

Forsaken

I feel so lonely even with music... It's never happened before... I'm scared.

We're Broken People

My heart explodes in my chest
I feel the urge to rest, but I can't.
I'm restless.
Truth be told I'm helpless.
If a friend in need is a friend indeed.
Then you can be sure I'm a friend into thee.
Have I made the right choices
By obeying the voices?
It's like the Tower of Babble, oh the confusion.
Listening to my mind is a depressing infusion
Of who I once was,
And who I must be.
Surely there's a light inside of me.
I sit here in sorrow, my heart is digested.
So my friend, please heed my suggestion,
Be careful with love, it isn't a game
Without the right mindset, your soul could be maimed.

Sunday, April 5, 2015

Real Easter

Pain MUST be necessary of life, because the God the created us had to experience it Himself in the flesh when He died for us and our wrongdoings.

Monday, March 30, 2015

TheWorld is Ugly- My Chemical Romance

These are the eyes and the lies of the taken
These are their hearts but their hearts don’t beat like ours
They burn ‘cause they are all afraid
For every one of us, there’s an army of them
But you’ll never fight alone
‘Cause I wanted you to know
That the world is ugly
But you’re beautiful to me
Well are you thinking of me now (now)
These are the nights and the lights that we fade in
These are the words but the words aren’t coming out
They burn ‘cause they are hard to say
For every failing sun, there’s a morning after
Though I’m empty when you go
I just wanted you to know
That the world is ugly
But you’re beautiful to me
Are you thinking of me
Like I’m thinking of you
I would say I’m sorry, though
Though I really need to go
I just wanted you to know
I wanted you to know
I wanted you to know
I’m thinking of you every night, every day
These are the eyes and the lies of the taken
These are their hearts but their hearts don’t beat like ours
They burn ‘cause they are all afraid
When mine beats twice as hard
‘Cause the world is ugly
But you’re beautiful to me
Are you thinking of me
Like I’m thinking of you
I would say I’m sorry, though
Though I really need to go
I just wanted you to know
That the world is ugly (I just wanted you to know)
But you’re beautiful to me (I just wanted you to know)
Are you thinking of me
Stop your crying, helpless feeling
Dry your eyes and start believing
There’s one thing they’ll never take from you
(And we’ll never be the same
Like ghosts in the snow
Like ghosts in the sun)

Thursday, March 12, 2015

Marvel Rap Battle: Deapool vs Spider-Man

You can tell how bored I was. Just for fun you know. 


Deadpool: Hey Spidey!
It's me, "The Merc with Mouth". 
Your fans think you're sick, 
but I bet you rhymes fall south.
Your a nerd with some powers 
From the Itsy-bitsy spider
You'd think from your story
Your powers stretch wider
I got news for you, I have regeneration
Now, go take a walk.
Cause I'm gonna rock this nation!

Spider-Man:
Oh my gosh, did you just hear what he said?
I think all those voices made him crazy in the head!
I'm a straight A student
And I still have time to save the city
So I'm smart,  I'm heroic.
Oh, and did I mention witty?
Stan didn't make you,
You're not as cool as me
So step aside, loser
Or I'll bring you to your knees

Deadpool:
Ha, please. Do you think I'm scared of a bug?
I will crush you, friend 
Put you in the grave you just dug.
Did Nick every ask you to join his Avengers? 
That's what I thought, you're just a time spender.
You're too afraid to kill,
So all your villains get loose
You know how I do it?
I hang 'em by the noose!
You'll always be working if you play it like that
Either way it's evident your fighting a worth crap.

Spider-Man:
That is true that I'll never kill the bad guys, 
But you have no morals,
What standards do you live by?
And I fight with my hands 
While you use weapons,
So who are you to talk?
I'm the Armageddon!
I kick and I punch and I get the job done
It's sick how you think
That your killing is fun.
If you want to talk justice,
You don't have room for that 
You're certainly no hero,
So who's the piece of crap?

Deadpool:
Are you kidding? You should know you're too slow 
Physically and mentally
And so you've lost your uncle's soul
Don't get me started on that Aunt May of yours.
Both of your jobs and you both are still poor.
I almost feel bad let me put you out of misery
As this adds up to me, it looks like I have the victory.

Spider-Man: 
That was low...
You'll pay for that
*morphs into Carnage*

Carnage:
Listen here you little turd,
And mark my every word
If you talk about my family and how it fell apart
I will show you killing
I'll rip you up from part to part

Regen will not save you, for that you can be sure
You may be still alive, but you'll wish you never were.






Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Don't hide. Never Back Down.

Would you back down
If it made you lose your crown?
But if you back down
Be careful not to drown.

It's a new day
So don't let it fade.
It's a new day
Try to stay awake.

So don't you hide
Just search the inside.
So don't you hide
We'll fix our blindside.

Monday, March 2, 2015

Thursday, February 26, 2015

True Story

"He who fights with monsters might take care lest he therby become a monster.
 And 
if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes into you."- Mark Twain

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Monday, February 16, 2015

How do you deal with this?

Sometimes I never know whether to be super depressed or raging with anger.
There is no in between, when I'm in times like these, because I can't figure out of I should be thinking irrational thoughts, but by the time I have those, I push them out of my head for the good of me and others. But then I'm caught in a deep dark anger, an unsatisfiable anger that can't be controlled or contained. So, nevertheless, I keep with that anger which starts a pain. A resentment, if you will. Knowing there is nothing to stop it but the physical barriers that are your skin and mind.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

xodaraP citsilaeR

Elsewhere isn't so far away
Just keep putting it off for a whole 'nother day

Monday, February 2, 2015

Coo Coo Clock

Who can hear the coo coo clock
Up the hall and to the left?
When you hear the coo coo clock your brow begins to sweat.

For when you hear the chime, my friend, your wit is at its end
Cuz when you hear the coo coo clock you've gone around the bend.

"Make it stop!" You sing, in hopeless screams of fear
As you know, the coo coo clock is coming mighty near.

Echoing and bellowing the song begins to play
I'm sorry, son, but it's to late. The coo coo strikes today

Slowing speed and growing need will fester in your soul
The coo coo clock is faster, though, and starts to gain control

Then you start to laugh a bit, normally at first 
But the coo coo clock in effort will make your matters worse. 

Hysterically your laughing goes on and on my friend,
But unfortunately for you the coo coo brought your early end. 

Monday, January 12, 2015

After the Flash: Rain~ Chapter 3

Another night passed. Marc was originally was skeptical about Joseph, but the longer they conversed, Joseph had started to earn the trust of Marc. He shared the stories of his treks across the sandy wasteland that used to be their home. They had utilized what they could salvage in the wreckage of the ship.

     As they began to pack to start traveling, Joseph said, "They're coming? That's so cliché.
"I need to know what this means for us", replied Marc as he shoved clothes in his backpack.
"Well. Looks like better get going.", Joseph sighed.
Just then, a loud pouding came from a lower level.
"What was that!?", screamed Marc in alarm.
"Probably just the ship settling." He said as he lit a cigarette.
A terrifying shriek echoed through the room from downstairs.
Joseph picked up his gun and said, "Not the ship...".
He then put his finger on his lips to signify silence.
They creeped down the stairs cautiously to avoid any sudden mishaps or dangers lurking around the corner. Another shriek rang through the ship, seeming a lot closer this time. The two readied their guns and Marc waited for an all clear signal. The sight the turned around the corner to see had surpassed their imagination as the ears to in the sound of the cracking of bones and tearing of muscle off of those bones. A creature with bulging arms and legs and a deformed face that may have once been a human hunched over and fed off a mutilated corpse. As Joseph aimed his gun, the monstrosity raised its head to sniff the air and turned around to face the two. Before Joseph could shoot the mutant, it lounged toward him, but Joseph was quicker! He swiftly pulled his combat knife and slid under the beast, lacerating the flesh and organs of the bottom! After he got back up the mutant stood still as they stared at its back to see what it'd do next. Suddenly, the stomach and intestines spilled out of the belly and the horrendous creature toppled over dead.
"That was too close...", said Marc as he was catching  his breath.
"Child's play", said Joseph as he lit another cigarette.

     They headed out after finishing packing.
The sandstorms had calmed down, surprisingly.
Most of the time, that's all that happened. Sand was always drifting in through the wind like minuscule cars on a transparent highway.
"Were you in the war?", asked Marc.
Joseph looked at Marc in a disappointed and sarcastic way and said,
"That was over 60 years ago."
"Just trying to make conversation...", said Marc in a shameful way.
Joseph rolled his eyes as the two kept traveling.
After what seemed like days, they caught a glimpse of a radio tower on the brink of the horizon.
The relief Marc had was indescribable.
As they approached the bunker, they saw a jeep heading towards them from afar, so they attempted to flag it down, hoping they'd catch a ride.
"Hey! Over here! We need a ride!", Marc yelled at the top of his lungs.
Several soldiers started waving their arms frantically in the jeep.
Marc started a full on sprint towards the car with high hopes of escaping the heat.
Joseph started jogging, but then haulted as he noticed a half-buried sign in the sand that read,
"Danger: Mine Field".
"Stop! Wait! Marc!" Yelled Joseph.
Marc turned around, but still ran slowly backwards to gain ground.
Just then, Marc heard a "*click*".